Its been a while now, i got bored of posting to a blog no one bothers with,but hey who cares its more for my own self esteem if i got any left.
There are times when this illness gets me down, like now, I'm still at work and i hate it every day i struggle more and more to do a normal job, i find it harder to get up in the mornings lately.
I went back on the dreaded amytriptoline a couple of months back, sad thing is it helps me sleep a bit better but also makes me feel like crap. But it does help I'm slightly less agitated than usual but the aches and pains are still bad, every day its like every muscle has been badly bruised.
That i can cope with the depressed paranoid shit that i cant deal with and i get very little help from the doctors. That's the reason for this blog was to find others talk it through etc. but it doesn't seem to work really. we will see but i may end this blog soon.
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Just wanted to tell you that I know how you feel. They put me on the dreaded amytriptoline too and all it seems to have done is to make me feel worse than ever. No discernible pain improvement and even the sleep benefits were short-lived, but I can bearly function for an hour or two a day. I too was trying to talk about my situation on my blog. It's difficult to find the motivation, I know, which is a shame, because I'm sure there are lots of us who desperately need the support.
Thank you for your kind wordsand for giving my blog a look
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